Welcome back, Dark and Twisties. You've been gone from my life for such a long time now and I hadn't even missed you for one day. No, please, come inside and take over my thoughts and perceptions. Who doesn't enjoy looking through a curtain of despair? I really do enjoy seeing the negative in everything and missing the small, shining bits of hope. I don't mind being ignored by the one person who I want to hear from most. And most of all, thank you for bringing this serious face to cover up my smile, don't want anyone to see that now, do we?
Bazinga...GO DIE!
I don't know how I feel about Friday. When I see him, all this doubt will disappear as usual, but what happens on Friday night? What then? Do I go home with the hope which was alive inside of me the whole day or will it just be temporary?
I know that that boy really is awesome, and I know that he takes work really seriously, most of all, I know that once I get focused, I'm the worst at accidental silent treatment.
I need to be in that place again where, if I close my eyes, the noise of the traffic stops, the whining of the kid next door stops, who said what about who doesn't matter, and all I can think about is how wonderful the Cross actually is and how awesome and consuming is the Love that my Lord has for me.
Colossians will be my inspiration for a while "Set your hearts on things above"
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